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    August 28

    Nocturnal Leg Cramps + Flat Feet

    I love wikipedia, I just do!
    Thank God there are people who are willing to share their knowledge + expertise online and for FREE! LOL...
    It's kinda funny how I have developed the habit to 'wikipedia' things before I'm looking for any other references... Its helps become more obvious during my internship in the hospital! So many things to 'google' and to 'wiki'!
    It's kinda cool how people are able to name those illnesses. So many of them! I think I gonna need to 'rent' some more brains to put all those info!
    ...
    I have been getting cramps on my left leg at night for many times in the past few weeks. I often awoken by the pain... And now I know the name of the 'illness': nocturnal leg cramps! "The precise cause of these cramps is unclear. Potential contributing factors are believed to include dehydration, low levels of certain minerals (magnesium, potassium, calcium, and sodium), and the reduced blood flow through the muscles attendant in prolonged sitting or lying down." (Source: Wikipedia)
    Oh well... I guess it makes sense. I don't think I get enough minerals (not with those daily 'mantou' and 'coffee') and I spend almost 30 days of this month sitting down or laying down for maybe 3/4 of the day! @_@ ; I think I need to find 'healtier' occupation 大笑
     
    Another finding... that would be about the flat feet. Never know people include it as an illness :( come on, an illness? While 20-30 % of the population having it?
    I think I'm having it too, yet never see it as a problem for me to live my life 'normally' except that my shoes break down easily + my hatred for high heels (> I only love to see them > not to wear them). I feel like to buy a pair of white shoes with 'flat feet' words on them! 吐舌
     
     
     
    August 14

    Just a job?

    The kid surgery went just fine two days ago.
    still in ICU though, will be returned to the room + fam this afternoon/evening :)
    the hospital gives two free blood tests and heart check ups to the fam members, which the mother and the grandma took yesterday morning, it was found out that they two have early infection (high limfosit) and have to consume antibiotics and start wear maskers to protect the venerable kid. Other than that, the doctor actually kept another bad news for today... the grandma seems to have a little heart prob too..
    too bad that i have to learn to break bad news too :( coz i'll be the one who translate things...
      
    the small surgery of the other patient (59 years old) was quite trouble some, he got vagus relfex and his thigh was bleeding
    the doctor worried and required me to stay longer in the hospital yesterday...
    i decided to buy soap etc and sleep in the hospital yesterday.
    the other operation would be this thursday, so another pre-OP patient consent would be taken place today. gotta prepare for that...

    it's different. just imagine you go to a country which language you dont speak, a translator (in this case is this 'green' translator=me) is the only person who help you to really connect with the doctor. Ppl depend on you, for almost everything (oh yeah... sound like a 'janitor' but i'm happy that i can make quite a good friend with them). The kid. oh well, u know i dont really like kids, but it feels different when you really try to spend time with them. i have even drawn the kid a portrait and gave it to her mom. LOL... funny  that she grows more beautiful in my mind eyes everyday...
    i wonder, years from now,
    i'll be just sb she has pic with, but didnt know. while she would be part of my important memory this summer...



    August 02

    Leaving My Life in His Hands






    第二天上班,六点多才到家,很累,其实在路上一直在想到底要不要去今晚的姊妹聚会。
    但是想到了神给我的恩典,我怎么会离开召会生活呢?

    正好今天学的内容是关于祷告...
    李迪雄在书里面讲,有人问他,先是读经还是先祷告。他回答,‘你平时走路时先是左脚还是右脚先走呢?’
    对呀,祷告、读经,对基督徒来说应该是自然的事情!干吗要搞得那么形式化呀。
    两个都需要,但关于顺序,都还是看情况的... 就像如果我睡在床的左面,我会先用左脚走路。如果在床右面,就是右脚咯。呵呵

    然后,这次又是被神提醒... 祷告并不仅来用‘求’什么的。主要还是为了我们和神联系/交流!结果虽然重要,但过程还是更重要。
    因为其实,在求神时我们也经常不知道如果拿到我们要的东西后会是什么结果... 我们要的并不是神把我们的困难挪走,而是他的恩典在我们里面加多。就像 Parsons Grant 说的 “We must free ourselves of the hope that the sea will ever rest. We must learn to sail in high winds”。我们需要神自己作我们的力量,我们的爱,我们的信心... 他给我们的,肯定是上好的...

    幸亏今天还是去了... 不然错过了福分呢。姊妹们分享得都挺好... 特别享受!感谢主


    "God is too wise to be mistaken,
    God is too good to be unkind,
    So when you don't understand,
    and when you can't see His plan,
    and when you can't trace His hand,
    TRUST HIS HEART."
    - a believer